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14 March 2008 @ 07:04 pm
when times are hard, you put on a happy face and drown inside instead...  
Christine called me less than 15 minutes ago, It amazes me how after all this time, she know's me so well, so when i say "yep i'm good" its FUCK OFF "your not are you.."

It's going to be a god awful week next week. I'll be chased by teachers, questioned by my form tutor. But even though there'll be so many people wanting a piece of me. I'm going to feel so alone. Not looking forward to it at all.

Though i'm only going to be there Mon, Tues, Wed, Thurs. Friday is the long weekend and then down to Devon. Where i can be myself. Why is it that my friends here just aren't my actual friends. Gah.
Laura: Buffy Smile -lala_lollipop on March 14th, 2008 10:53 pm (UTC)
Aw Sam your not alone, trust me, your not the only one feeling this way either. Trust me. Its highschool. There are good times and bad times, your just in one of the bad. There is always someone around.

Just keep going, go in with a positive attitude, even if your main goal is to just go, do the classes, and go home. Cause im learning this the hard way. Its important, infact VERY important. Its better to just tough it out and graduate with your peers. Dont let it stress you out or get you down. Im really learning all this and its a kick in the ass. You know you may be hard on your looks, god knows your not the only one, I do it to. But really I bet you anything, no one really cares on your looks. We set ourselves up for a downfall when were the ones doing the pushing on ourseleves.

Im sure your teachers wont be that hard on you. Just try not to fall so far behind. Its better to just get it over with while your still young.

If your anything like I was. Your probably reading this and thinking gawd I dont need to hear it, fair enough, understandable. Just try not to be so hard on yourself kiddo.