Samantha (![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} lyssafan) wrote,@ 2008-03-14 19:04:00 |
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when times are hard, you put on a happy face and drown inside instead...
Christine called me less than 15 minutes ago, It amazes me how after all this time, she know's me so well, so when i say "yep i'm good" its FUCK OFF "your not are you.."
It's going to be a god awful week next week. I'll be chased by teachers, questioned by my form tutor. But even though there'll be so many people wanting a piece of me. I'm going to feel so alone. Not looking forward to it at all.
Though i'm only going to be there Mon, Tues, Wed, Thurs. Friday is the long weekend and then down to Devon. Where i can be myself. Why is it that my friends here just aren't my actual friends. Gah.
Christine called me less than 15 minutes ago, It amazes me how after all this time, she know's me so well, so when i say "yep i'm good" its FUCK OFF "your not are you.."
It's going to be a god awful week next week. I'll be chased by teachers, questioned by my form tutor. But even though there'll be so many people wanting a piece of me. I'm going to feel so alone. Not looking forward to it at all.
Though i'm only going to be there Mon, Tues, Wed, Thurs. Friday is the long weekend and then down to Devon. Where i can be myself. Why is it that my friends here just aren't my actual friends. Gah.
