Samantha ([info]lyssafan) wrote,
@ 2008-02-28 22:52:00
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Hold on hope...
I really need to get a hold of myself. I havn't been in school since tuesday, i don't know why, i just can't bring myself to go. I got to the gates wednesday and physically couldn't go in... 


I really need to sort out my anger, i'm screaming and blinding over the littlest things, my throat is killing me and i'm running out of strepsils... 


I really need to get a hold of my emotions surrounding my weight too, i know im not overweight as such but obviously more than what i should be...seeing as my sister like to bring up the fact that i am infact a "fat bitch...fat ugly cow...fat fat fat...." 


I really need to find out why i get into these holes and then take so long to get out of them. 


I just need to get back on track and cannot deal with my mother yelling at me every second and my sister being frankly a bitch.  


I need to get used to us not having any money and just deal with it. I'll have my own money next month....but it makes me feel so rotten to think about.... 


I am just so mixed up... 


god what a sob story .... 

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[info]lala_lollipop
2008-02-28 11:16 pm UTC (link)
Wow its like you just lived my life and I hate that you have to go through this.

I can relate Sam, very much so.

Your gonna make it through this. Im here if you ever want to talk.

Love ya girl

PS. Im gonna knock your sister sensless hope your okay with that

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[info]lyssafan
2008-02-29 10:49 am UTC (link)
Oh yeah, please go ahead, can we get starbucks afterwards?

Thanks Laura, your fab,
love ya sister!
x

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[info]callingpiper
2008-02-29 12:59 am UTC (link)
hey hun, we all get mixed up sometimes, just do day by day and try not to be so anxious about things if you can. Don't listen to your sister, she's just making herself look stupid by calling you names like that. Weight issues with us girlies are always there so thats natural to feel insecure. Maybe just breathe and have a night out or something with some friends? do something that makes you feel good about yourself xx

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[info]lyssafan
2008-02-29 10:51 am UTC (link)
Thanks Scarlett! A night out would be fun...its a shame my friend are all prats though. Lol, i'll find a way :)
xxx

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[info]colour_mepurple
2008-03-01 02:31 pm UTC (link)
Awwww lovemuffin. Why didn't you tell me about this and I could have put my amazing comedic skills to good use! Why are you skipping school? Is something wrong? Lovemuffin, I don't wanna hear of you being sad and depressed etc. IT'S NOT GOOD, SAM-SAM! :=] *huggles*

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[info]lyssafan
2008-03-01 06:43 pm UTC (link)
Because you had your interview, what did you need my troubles for.
Come on Dawn, your good but your not that good :P

I just can't cope with it all at the moment, though i do have to get back next week or all hell will break loose!

Thanks polka-dot, you are a squish!
*huggles back*
xxx

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[info]colour_mepurple
2008-03-01 10:48 pm UTC (link)
I am THAT good. DAWN FRENCH HERE I COME! mwaahahahahah.

Awww lover, you must get back for your education. Think of all the wee animals waiting for you to make them better in your vetinary place! THINK OF THE ANIMALS!!!!

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[info]lyssafan
2008-03-02 09:39 pm UTC (link)
HAHA, fine Dawn, you ARE THAT GOOD!

I'm thinking of them, calm it :)

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